By Richard Huff Amy Brenneman is feeling a bit relieved these days. Her CBS drama, "Judging Amy," is the top-rated new drama this season, despite not-so-great critical reviews. "I feel very excited and relieved," she said. Despite her faith in the show, Brenneman wasn't surprised that critics weren't bowled over by "Judging Amy." In fact, she expected a lukewarm response. The series, which is based on Brenneman's mother, follows the trials and tribulations of a single parent and Hartford judge. Tyne Daly ("Cagney & Lacey") plays her mother. Brenneman figured the mix of a domestic and courtroom drama with a bit of humor might not appeal to critics. She also realized there would be inevitable comparisons to NBC's family-friendly drama "Providence," which in January opened to terrible reviews and stellar ratings. "Good reviews are awesome," Brenneman said. "I never expected this to get anything but mixed." And like "Providence," "Judging Amy" appears to have a struck a chord with viewers. The series has increased its audience each week, an unusual feat for a new show. "It's funny, because of my deeper commitment to this, I was kind of sanguine about (the reviews)," she said. "I didn't freak out. It's just gratifying that people are digging these characters. The ratings race will go on to the day I die." Brenneman may be best known to TV fans for her role as beat cop Janice Licalsi on ABC's "NYPD Blue." She left the series early in the show's second season to pursue big-screen film opportunities. Since then she has appeared in such films as "Your Friends and Neighbors," "Heat," "Daylight" and the upcoming "The Suburbans." She also did a TV movie and starred in a series pilot that never materialized. "Judging Amy" marks her full-time return to television. She's doing so, not only as a series star, but also as an executive producer. "There were definitely moments of not fun," she said of the gig. "It's sort of like working on a term paper. It's always in the back of your mind; 'Are we on track?' "I found the last week or two, because it's sort of out in the world, it's gotten fun again," she added. "I started feeling fun and excited and relief." For the most part, Brenneman spends her day as an actor, though when she's not in front of the camera, she's wearing her executive producer hat and making notes on upcoming scripts or perhaps suggesting cuts to an episode. "I do find it's a very different part of my brain that works," she said. "Producing is the bird's-eye view, the big picture, while acting is purely moment-to-moment." Though being a producer is a bit more work, the job also gives Brenneman peace of mind. "It helps cut down on the paranoia that actors usually feel that things are going on they don't know about," she said. "It's about information; when I don't have information, I can go into a paranoid, grouchy place. You can kind of breathe easier." Having good Nielsen ratings also helps one breathe easier, sorta. That said, being a slave to the ratings can cause problems, too. The first two weeks, Brenneman said, she worried about the numbers. "I haven't done television in a while and I haven't done it in such an intimate way," she said. "I thought, I can either drive myself insane or I got to figure out how to deal with this information. I kind of realized, this is for the number-crunchers to deal with. |